Saturday, January 10, 2009
Recently, Nana and Becky did asked me out for a simple dinner. I did reject their proposal.. it's unfair for Elly coz we already back together. I have to stay firm and not to let Elly down no more.. i juz wanna show her that i really changed for sure.. aku tahu Elly nye org yang tak leh kene gurau.. but i have to bear with her perangai. Coz i do love her alot.. im sure that soon or later i will get used to her..
i noe Naz is better off than me... who knows well how to treat her.. but this is Jakpeng.. im not used to be so Gentleman like him... but no matter how.. i will learn to be like him, a gentleman. ya. =) To be in a relationship.. there will be lots of commitment..
Elly, i do undstd that u still like him.. but u ald chose me to be ur soulmate. I hope u can play ur part and get over him and concentrate on us.. Ya, i noe it takes time for a particular person who used to have a gr8 feelings towards him/her. Guess i have to be patient. im sure the feelings will slowly fade..
To Becky and Nana, im very sorry to reject you guys proposal... i wanted to but i got no choice... i juz dont want my Elly to find out and get frustrated. Also, im very sorry to reject ur calls and not to reply to you guys msg... juz hope u guys undstd.. but let me appreciate for being so nice to me.. =) u guys do take care ya..
Bye for now..
=)
posted at 10:53 PM
