Saturday, January 31, 2009
collect gaji den mit my frens and asked for plans... i noe all this while elly have been working so hard.. think should treat her out for a movie.. =)
entah lah... aku pun tak tau where should i improve on... smalam went watch movie wit elly and my guy's fren... for me, everything went smooth... but for her is not...
pasal dia duduk kat depan??? aku pun tak tau asal jadi issue... aku memang nak dia duduk depan tgt with fala and helmi. aku nak dia feel comfort.. juz like wad fala said to me... kasi elly duduk depan, biar badak duduk blakang.. since she's a gal and to avoid rambut jadi masai... tapi kalau dia tak nak, y cant she just voice out... i thought she's ok with it... i dunnoe that she feel bored sitting infront... aku reli nak treat her good.. but ends up this way... even though we r in different seats... tapi tetap ke satu tujuan... bukan aku pegi ke tempat lain dan dia ke lain... i juz want to treat her good, be a gentleman... so let her have the privillege to sit infront...
pasal in the wayang... all the while i was waiting for her to sit close and hold my hands.. i undstd coz she was eating her nachos and im eating my popcorns.. so how is she gg to hold my hands. and if she feels lyke to sit close to me and wanna hold my hands... i think she juz can do it w/o waiting for me to say... dia can juz grab of my hand.. i dunnoe lah.. but end up i did voice out to ask her to sit close...
the next day... woke up and visit to the toilet... aft which continue sleeping.... elly kejut aku saying that the kids r hungry... i did said its IRRITATING... y cant she juz take the money from my wallet to but things to cook.. we r tgt.. tak salah pe kalau she take out the cash from my wallet.... tak kan lah... nak biar budak2 tu lapar.. ape aKU ni takde prekemanusian ke.. haiz... ape aku ni pelokek ke..?? tak pernah blanja org ke???
it seems that every single way that i treat her is no swit to her...
nvm.. =)
posted at 10:09 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Recently, Nana and Becky did asked me out for a simple dinner. I did reject their proposal.. it's unfair for Elly coz we already back together. I have to stay firm and not to let Elly down no more.. i juz wanna show her that i really changed for sure.. aku tahu Elly nye org yang tak leh kene gurau.. but i have to bear with her perangai. Coz i do love her alot.. im sure that soon or later i will get used to her..
i noe Naz is better off than me... who knows well how to treat her.. but this is Jakpeng.. im not used to be so Gentleman like him... but no matter how.. i will learn to be like him, a gentleman. ya. =) To be in a relationship.. there will be lots of commitment..
Elly, i do undstd that u still like him.. but u ald chose me to be ur soulmate. I hope u can play ur part and get over him and concentrate on us.. Ya, i noe it takes time for a particular person who used to have a gr8 feelings towards him/her. Guess i have to be patient. im sure the feelings will slowly fade..
To Becky and Nana, im very sorry to reject you guys proposal... i wanted to but i got no choice... i juz dont want my Elly to find out and get frustrated. Also, im very sorry to reject ur calls and not to reply to you guys msg... juz hope u guys undstd.. but let me appreciate for being so nice to me.. =) u guys do take care ya..
Bye for now..
=)
posted at 10:53 PM
Friday, December 26, 2008
finally!!! the wait has come to an end!!! i won the game. YEAH!!! a round of applause to myself... haha..and for sure i will change for a better me and not to treat Elly juz like what i used to treat her.. yup. oh yeah!! i passed my Financial Paper.. got grade C for it = good. Actually i did aimed to get B = very good, but nvm... alhamdullilah. C pun C lah.. thanks to my parents, baby ellysha and my fellow frens for the supports and blessings ya... i just left with two more modules and final management project to go... exams will be on the 4th March 2009 and nxt paper will be on 7th March 2009. Got loads of projects to do... im stress up lah.. damn it!!!
In addition, tomorrow will be engagement day for helmi and fala... congrats!!! me tgt with beloved ones are invited.. i have to accompany baby to her fren's wedding ceremony before attending to helmi's engagement... hope it will not be so tiring lah.. coz we r planning to go to Vivo City... buy my new boardshort and buy her rip curl's bikini. still thinking which brand im gg for.. rip curl or volcom... shall see how.. hhhmmmppphhh.. maybe a straw hat too... i wanna dress up in my beach wear for the countdown party @ siloso beach party... yeah!!!
PARTY PEOPLE!!!! ARE YOU READY FOR THE SILOSO BEACH PARTY.. COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS AND HOURS....
posted at 6:18 AM
Friday, December 12, 2008
Girl!!!
i want to let u know, to let my feeling show
don't turn away from me but i see you just refused to let me us through
you told me that the time ain't right
forget me and don't never see forever it will do.
i need your attention, ellysha.
ah ..anw thank you to fabulous forte for the song=)
posted at 8:30 AM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
what is happening to me? heart is in different pieces. belonging to different objects. hurts flying here and there. tears flowing in a non-stop mode. everything seems so funny. is this our last episode?
posted at 12:34 PM
HOW I WISH I CAN BE AS STRONG JUST LIKE HER!!!
posted at 12:32 PM
One fine day, a nice lady came by.
She's everything i ever crave
All i need now is encouragements and blessings from my friends..
Happiness is all i wanna ask for now
I will never want to commit the same mistake i've made
and get hurt the way i am now...
Till then,
jAKPENG.
posted at 12:28 PM
Saturday, January 31, 2009
collect gaji den mit my frens and asked for plans... i noe all this while elly have been working so hard.. think should treat her out for a movie.. =)
entah lah... aku pun tak tau where should i improve on... smalam went watch movie wit elly and my guy's fren... for me, everything went smooth... but for her is not...
pasal dia duduk kat depan??? aku pun tak tau asal jadi issue... aku memang nak dia duduk depan tgt with fala and helmi. aku nak dia feel comfort.. juz like wad fala said to me... kasi elly duduk depan, biar badak duduk blakang.. since she's a gal and to avoid rambut jadi masai... tapi kalau dia tak nak, y cant she just voice out... i thought she's ok with it... i dunnoe that she feel bored sitting infront... aku reli nak treat her good.. but ends up this way... even though we r in different seats... tapi tetap ke satu tujuan... bukan aku pegi ke tempat lain dan dia ke lain... i juz want to treat her good, be a gentleman... so let her have the privillege to sit infront...
pasal in the wayang... all the while i was waiting for her to sit close and hold my hands.. i undstd coz she was eating her nachos and im eating my popcorns.. so how is she gg to hold my hands. and if she feels lyke to sit close to me and wanna hold my hands... i think she juz can do it w/o waiting for me to say... dia can juz grab of my hand.. i dunnoe lah.. but end up i did voice out to ask her to sit close...
the next day... woke up and visit to the toilet... aft which continue sleeping.... elly kejut aku saying that the kids r hungry... i did said its IRRITATING... y cant she juz take the money from my wallet to but things to cook.. we r tgt.. tak salah pe kalau she take out the cash from my wallet.... tak kan lah... nak biar budak2 tu lapar.. ape aKU ni takde prekemanusian ke.. haiz... ape aku ni pelokek ke..?? tak pernah blanja org ke???
it seems that every single way that i treat her is no swit to her...
nvm.. =)
posted at 10:09 PM
Saturday, January 10, 2009
Recently, Nana and Becky did asked me out for a simple dinner. I did reject their proposal.. it's unfair for Elly coz we already back together. I have to stay firm and not to let Elly down no more.. i juz wanna show her that i really changed for sure.. aku tahu Elly nye org yang tak leh kene gurau.. but i have to bear with her perangai. Coz i do love her alot.. im sure that soon or later i will get used to her..
i noe Naz is better off than me... who knows well how to treat her.. but this is Jakpeng.. im not used to be so Gentleman like him... but no matter how.. i will learn to be like him, a gentleman. ya. =) To be in a relationship.. there will be lots of commitment..
Elly, i do undstd that u still like him.. but u ald chose me to be ur soulmate. I hope u can play ur part and get over him and concentrate on us.. Ya, i noe it takes time for a particular person who used to have a gr8 feelings towards him/her. Guess i have to be patient. im sure the feelings will slowly fade..
To Becky and Nana, im very sorry to reject you guys proposal... i wanted to but i got no choice... i juz dont want my Elly to find out and get frustrated. Also, im very sorry to reject ur calls and not to reply to you guys msg... juz hope u guys undstd.. but let me appreciate for being so nice to me.. =) u guys do take care ya..
Bye for now..
=)
posted at 10:53 PM
Friday, December 26, 2008
finally!!! the wait has come to an end!!! i won the game. YEAH!!! a round of applause to myself... haha..and for sure i will change for a better me and not to treat Elly juz like what i used to treat her.. yup. oh yeah!! i passed my Financial Paper.. got grade C for it = good. Actually i did aimed to get B = very good, but nvm... alhamdullilah. C pun C lah.. thanks to my parents, baby ellysha and my fellow frens for the supports and blessings ya... i just left with two more modules and final management project to go... exams will be on the 4th March 2009 and nxt paper will be on 7th March 2009. Got loads of projects to do... im stress up lah.. damn it!!!
In addition, tomorrow will be engagement day for helmi and fala... congrats!!! me tgt with beloved ones are invited.. i have to accompany baby to her fren's wedding ceremony before attending to helmi's engagement... hope it will not be so tiring lah.. coz we r planning to go to Vivo City... buy my new boardshort and buy her rip curl's bikini. still thinking which brand im gg for.. rip curl or volcom... shall see how.. hhhmmmppphhh.. maybe a straw hat too... i wanna dress up in my beach wear for the countdown party @ siloso beach party... yeah!!!
PARTY PEOPLE!!!! ARE YOU READY FOR THE SILOSO BEACH PARTY.. COUNTING DOWN THE DAYS AND HOURS....
posted at 6:18 AM
Friday, December 12, 2008
Girl!!!
i want to let u know, to let my feeling show
don't turn away from me but i see you just refused to let me us through
you told me that the time ain't right
forget me and don't never see forever it will do.
i need your attention, ellysha.
ah ..anw thank you to fabulous forte for the song=)
posted at 8:30 AM
Wednesday, December 10, 2008
what is happening to me? heart is in different pieces. belonging to different objects. hurts flying here and there. tears flowing in a non-stop mode. everything seems so funny. is this our last episode?
posted at 12:34 PM
HOW I WISH I CAN BE AS STRONG JUST LIKE HER!!!
posted at 12:32 PM
One fine day, a nice lady came by.
She's everything i ever crave
All i need now is encouragements and blessings from my friends..
Happiness is all i wanna ask for now
I will never want to commit the same mistake i've made
and get hurt the way i am now...
Till then,
jAKPENG.
posted at 12:28 PM
